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heroine with meaning
04:44
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I like your melody
I like the way you see me
I told you on the first night
I don’t like the jealous type
You almost left at that
But then you came back
The way that I am leaning
to my heroine with meaning
More to me, more to me than I care to see (care to see)
She means more to me, more to me, than I care to see
We have connection needs
I know it intuitively
I think we are twin flames
but I couldn’t say her name
She is insanity
She is my reason for being
She is my teenage dream
My heart’s in a million pieces
More to me, more to me than I care to see (care to see)
She means more to me, more to me, than I care to see (care to see)
Was it a show of pride
We all have our shadow sides
Slow dance and great romance
She was my last, best, chance
There is no other way
To get through the day
Clean up our lovely mess
A girl in acute distress
More to me, more to me than I care to see (care to see)
She means more to me, more to me, than I care to see (care to see)
Tell me how you feel today
Tell me that you’ll be okay
Hold on as I hold you
Hold on tight, I’m there for you
We got back together again
so we could re-create the pain
Even though you’re dead to me
You’re still my teenage dream
More to me, more to me than I care to see (care to see)
She means more to me, more to me, than I care to see (care to see)
She’s means more to me, more to me than I care to see (care to see)
She means more to me, more to me, than I care to see
(care to see)
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no going home
02:29
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I’ve been on my own
Trying to control
Something intangible
Uncovering half truths
Buried in youth
Words I can’t say to you
Gone are days blaming you
Nothing stays the same, there's no going home
Nothing stays the same, there's no going home
Nothing stays the same, there's no going home
No Going Home, No Going Home
I’ve been on my own
Trying to control
Something intangible
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Show up well for you
Protect our hearts
Emotional blind spots
I want it, I need it
We say love but we don’t mean it
I want it, I need it
We say love but we don’t mean it
Awake yourself awake
Through the haze of days
A million ways to stay
I want it, I need it
We say love but we don’t mean it
I want it, I need it
We say love but we don’t mean it
Show up to love wounded
Protect our hearts
Emotional blind spots
I want it, I need it
We say love but we don’t mean it
I want it, I need it
We say love but we don’t mean it
I want it, I need it
We say love but we don’t mean it
Show up well for you
Protect our hearts
Emotional blind spots
I want it, I need it
We say love but we don’t mean it
I want it, I need it
We say love but we don’t mean it
I want it, I need it
We say love but we don’t mean it
I want it, I need it
We say love but we don’t mean it
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furnish me
03:07
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They're comin up late
They're callin me out
From another state inside your mouth
Westing in on a scheme
that's been done before
What's the point of the game if you're keeping score
Furnish me
Furnish me
Furnish me or set me free
Does it feel the same
to think yourself to sleep
What if no one came with a price so steep
Try to pump the brakes
of this runaway plot
Gone's the mystery cause you keep getting caught
Furnish me
Furnish me
Furnish me or set me free
When I was alone
You came back to me
When I was alone
You came back to me
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desire
03:44
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Desire
What are the things that you want
Desire
What are the things that you need
Can I be what you want
Can I be what you need
Is what we have enough
Is it more than desire
Desire
Desire
Desire
Burning a hole through my mind
Desire
I can’t get over that time
When we had the things that we want
When we had the things that we need
Could it be we had enough
To quell the pangs of desire
Desire
Desire
Desire, what are the things that you want
Desire, what are the things that you need
Can I be what you want
Can I be what you need
Is what we have enough
Is it more than desire?
Desire
Desire
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6. |
run baby run
03:03
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Run Baby Run
Run Baby Run
We lost everything
Every rung from the tree
In its place I find
cyclic thoughts so unkind
Lost in a great withdrawal
I still crave your call
Let’s get diajetic
So that you can sweat it out
And we’ll run baby run
Let’s get diajetic
So that you can sweat it out
And we’ll run baby run
Run baby run
Run baby run
Constant searching upends
Every seed that you plant
And Bluebirds lose their way
When dusk fills the day
Lost in a great withdrawal
I still crave your call
Let’s get diajetic
So that you can sweat it out
And we’ll run baby run
Let’s get diajetic
So that you can sweat it out
And we’ll run baby run
Run baby run
Run baby run
Run baby run
Run baby run
Run baby run
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gone
02:56
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I need to take a break
From staring at your face
Cause you’ve gone underground
And there’s no sense of space in this place
Longing for home from another timeline
Dreams no longer by the wayside
Tell me something good
I need to burn the walls down
Til ash obscures the ground
Cause I'm gone for far too long
Sinking deep in psychosis or could it be wholeness
Longing for home from another timeline
Dreams no longer by the wayside
Catch your breath, there's so little left
Rest your bones, reserve control
It's time to stay, not fade away
Gone again, I’m gone again
Gone again, I’m gone again
Gone again, I’m gone again
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twist
03:45
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Atrophy has set in and it’s wearing only black
She is on a high horse and she’s never coming back
She knows that I can’t give up, it’s way too late for that
She knows how to twist the knife, straight into my back
And I’m waiting on the shore
She’s the only one I adore
Bring me to my past
We both know that this can’t last
You pointing out the truth of our painful existence
I do not want to fight with you anymore about this
The love and ecstasy we had made it all worth it
Now that we don’t talk anymore, I’m full of regret
And I’m waiting on the shore
She’s the only one I adore
Bring me to my past
We both know that this can’t last
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take me back
03:21
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I was quick off the blocks
I took the credit when it counted
I know it pissed you off
Cause you said I needed grounding
So I took my time
Drying out with no bail
You tried to walk away
But I never lost your trail
Oh, take me back to the weekend
When I was your puddle on the pavement
Yeah, take me back to the weekend
When I was not forsaken
Take me back to the weekend
When I was your puddle on the pavement
Take me back to the weekend
When I was not forsaken
I remember the days
You were outsourcing secrets
Counting cameras in the dark
Just to prove I was anemic
So if I call your bluff
Can we keep things open-ended
Sometimes I want a new part
But I'm afraid of a reinvention
Oh, take me back to the weekend
When I was your puddle on the pavement
Take me back to the weekend
When I was not forsaken
Take me back to the weekend
When I was your puddle on the pavement
Take me back to the weekend
When I was not forsaken
I'm falling for a countdown
I'm diving towards an ending
Some elemental justice
For the messages you're sending
Or take me back to the weekend
Take me back to the weekend
Oh, Take me back
Take me back, Take me back
Take me back, Take me back
Take me back
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so far away
05:48
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So far away
So far away from me
When the end is here
And she makes things clear
She’s so far away
She’s so far away from me
When we came to be
Ocean of possibility
To my future love
We will be enough
We have to find each other
One wonders how long that will be
You’re so far away
You’re so far away from me
I will leave you alone
And I’ll be alone
And the end is near
You’re so far away from here
You’re so far away from here
You’re so far away from here
To my future love
We will be enough
We have to find each other
One wonders how long that will be
You’re so far away
You’re so far away from me
I’ll find some dignity
And some integrity
I will find healing
I will find healing
I will find healing
I will find healing
I will find healing
I will find healing
I will find healing
To my future love
We will be enough
We have to find each other
One wonders how long that will be
You’re so far away
You’re so far away from me
You’re so far away from me
You’re so far away
You’re so far away from me
You’re so far away from me
You’re so far away
You’re so far away from me
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shadow sides Los Angeles, California
From Los Angeles, California, Shadow Sides began in 2023 and is the collective efforts of several human beings who aim to add art into the world.
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